Playing with vices 

I leave my home 

And I jump to my death, 

I go far from your 

Eyes as I repeat the play. 

Always wondering too much 

Never knowing what I want,

I think I’m meant to be lonely 

I feel love right now in its bigger 

State, but I still push you further. 

I’ve never thought I could love 

So when you came into my home,

I broke my neck as I looked to the moon 

Whispering poems about my lost faith;

And then you came

Claiming your place. 

Is the moon big enough for both of us? 

Are you really truthful in your path? 

I drink from my whiskey 

As you sip your wine,

We look at the stars 

As the night began, 

I drown in smoke

As you feel left off. 

Don’t fall for me 

As I’m someone to leave, 

Don’t look into my eyes 

And tell me little lies 

Cause those are the ones 

I consider to be too much. 

Don’t leave me

In this miserable living, 

I’m giving everything 

Just to keep it going. 

No one will love you like I do 

Cause I’m too broke for you;

The constellations keep shining 

Even after a sad ending. 

Red wined demons 

Like red wine leans over a glass 

My greater demon keeps coming back. 

From behind my head 

There’s voices everywhere 

That tell me to fuck over 

That everyone is a goner. 

Every single day 

Every single place 

I go to, or think of 

Makes me feel you 

And adore you. 

I see light come from inside 

Of your body and your arms, 

I feel your pain embrace mine 

And hug it like it’s Christmas time. 

Every time I’m with you

Touching with only one finger 

Every part of your soul 

Of that body made by Lucifer, 

I am told a whole different World, 

Your lips make me feel, and relieve 

All the bad I think about the man I’ll be, 

You made me better, 

You still do

Every day you get me, 

I’m your private zoo. 

But every night you’re far from my home

Every time your shinning star is gone 

These demons come back into my life 

And every though I ever wished to have 

Is gone like this cold old red-lighting wine. 

All my so-called happiness 

Acts like two magnets

With the touch of the bottle 

That doesn’t have a partner. 

So I need you darling, 

I need the feel of you

Lying on my chest so much

I’m not feeling my arms. 

I need some lighting, 

Some new ways of fighting 

These demons behind me;

I need you to take me, 

Entirely, completely and 

To show me the slow March 

Of the broken ones.