A free soul 

We are indigents on this world

Full of people filled with lost hope,

Begging ourselves to forgive her

As the pain grows I miss her.

I promised myself to never let

Anyone new, know my head,

And then you walked inside

Claiming things that were mines. 

You think just like I do,

You fear as much as I,

You hate the little lies

You love the guardians of the true.

A free soul is so hard to find

On these days we run by, 

That the first time I saw you

Looking so purely beautiful

I knew I’ve just found

The girl that my eyes

Where looking for as they write

Poems looking at the Moonlight.

So I am truly sorry

If you ever love me, 

’cause today I’ll listen and talk

About dreams and prose

But tomorrow I may shut down

As the stars begin to shine

Through these eyes of mine. 

I’ll be thinking about another World

Where misery is just another word

Kids to never grow old

Ladies don’t play the cold

Games they’re so good for. 

I love you, and I never knew I could

You love me, and I never thought you should. 

I need this pain 

To create art, 

Let’s jump the fence 

And run away now. 

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Hungry for stars 

​I’ve always been 

My worst enemy 

I’ve killed the things 

That made me happy,

I have closed doors 

I ever wanted to cross, 

I’ve killed relationships 

I worked so hard to build, 

I’m a fucking devil 

Edging for dark skies

As you leave my side. 

I feel like I’ve known your mind 

And I deserve to be left 

Here with my cigarette,

Burning my lungs 

Not getting what I want. 

‘Cause I’ve never felt 

Like I deserved this life 

These dreams, these nights 

Getting love instead of giving 

Giving hugs instead of leaving, 

I’ve never learned to keep this. 

So I’ll tell you I love you 

As I let you down, 

And you’ll probably love me 

But we’re going down baby

’cause I’ve suffered enough 

And I can’t seem to understand 

The melodies that say it’d be all right 

As I look into your dark lighting eyes 

Where my soul keeps planning its crash. 

You’re so beautiful, 

My brain hurts 

Every time you laugh 

And I think you can’t be mine. 

But you’re in my arms tonight 

As I fade into the eclipsing light 

Myself is drunk up in the sky, 

And you seem hungry for stars.

The land of doubt and confusion 

​Like two planets 

That just collapsed 

Your soul entered my life 

Creating a thousand stars. 

Some of them shine 

At night when I feel lost 

And alcool poisoning talks 

And surrounded by fools 

I sit alone by the swimming pool. 

Some of them shine 

At 10 am 

With the coffee break 

Filling my veins 

With impurities 

And nostalgic memories. 

But what really wanders me

Are the stars 

That don’t shine

So clear in my dreams, 

Those who keep the magic 

Dust you used to feed me with, 

The one my lips feared

Every time yours it kissed. 

I wonder if those stars 

Will ever shine up high again

Or if your hair 

Dusted the magic pearl 

My heart held. 

Nights with the stars #2

I look at the sky
I see thousand of stars
but they seem different tonight
like thousands of eyes
thousands of gods
looking at me
judging me
and I wonder
how someone
or something
that’s suppose to love you
can hurt you
make you pray for mercy
your mind go crazy,
cry hundreds of dying tears
how could it be ?
don’t ask me to believe
if you’re not going to be
trustful
and frank with yourself

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