Versos mudos

Ya no sé si es odio o razón
Lo que surge de este corazón
Cuando los versos escucha
De esa boca que tanto suspira.
No me digáis que ya lo sé
Que nada es cómo solía ser
Pero, flaca, si te veo sin rumbo
Mi barca de paja yo ya hundo.
Pues no hay piernas iguales
Que reproduzcan esa hambre
Que tengo por tus blancas bragas
Las noches llenas de ginebra barata.
Ya no sé si te quiero o te odio
Y entre tanto añoro el otoño
En el que llegaste a mi caseta
Llena de versos sin poeta
Pues muy cansado estoy yo
Para nombrarme algo hoy.
Recuerdo esa mañana en tu cama
Acostada eras sinónimo de calma,
Y en papeles bien arrugados
Te susurraba versos amargos
Sobre amores de antaño,
Amores que provocan llantos.
Llantos que compartimos ambos
Entre el calor de ese verano
Donde la ribera de nuestra historia
Se perdió entre las memorias.
Pero éste océano de incertidumbre
Me entrega hacia las duras orillas
Dónde la locura y la angustia cunden,
Y ya se hunden mis pupilas
De no verte, de tanto cantarte
Y en mi soledad, no tenerte.

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Schizophrenia

We used to talk all the time
Now you can’t face my eyes,
You told me all your secrets
Never was a good preacher.
Now listen how you talk and to whom
This is not how you designed your room,
This is not what passion meant
When you wrote it on my chest.
Hollow from the inside out
You grew a beard to hide behind,
Said you don’t want questions anymore,
Why you keep drowning your thoughts ?
Is this who you thought you were ?
Watch how it drives you insane
Whenever you hear her name.
You dealt with that memory ?
Are you sure of what you mean ?
You told me be what you want to be
Love everyone you get to meet,
Play like there were no greed
And now I don’t know where you are
I sincerely hope you are doing alright,
I Thought your pen never lied.
You come back to me now
Searching something in the dark,
But I am only your echo
And I cannot protect you,
Unless you let me inside
Just this one more time.
So write young idiot, write
About her, the wine & let’s laugh
At the odds of being caught
By Death before the Sunrise.

3:26 a.m

There’s pain in the heartbreak
Or in the mind’s overtake.
But how beautiful is it to find
All your pieces on the ground
Waiting for you to pick them up
As high as the great Sun God,
To construct another version
Of everything you are as a person.
The hability to create new
To forget all the used.
We are humans made of particules
Or we are told so anyway
And in every possible way
Without destroying we can’t create.
So we live our lives like we’re unique
And maybe we all are but not like this
It is not the need for attention
Or the battles with our great ego,
It’s the kindness, the free mind,
The soul within our tired eyes
That makes us different somehow.
Stop looking for groups to join
And listen to your own thoughts
That’s the one with the truth
That’s the one you cannot lose.
Do you feel the breeze ?
Do you see the peace?
Running from your lungs
Into the chamber of your soul?
That’s you, the real you
Asking for a truce.
Sweetlips you broke me,
Everything I hoped to be
Vanished with your hips
When you said not to fight thee.
Nowadays I don’t feel anything
But peace and love in me,
No hate no anger, just this
And the memory of us happy
Like I never hoped to feel.
And I forgive you
And I forgive me
After all it is not our fault
That life is so wrong
And society kills our prose.
I’ll ask you one more time
To take my love back
Just to feel your chest
Growing into the thin space
Of the melody we forever create.

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It’s all about that

Her smile.
It’s all about that.
The minute she laughs
There’s no going back.
It seems strange to me
That we just believe
What we can see,
How rare is it to feel
What we remember
Instead of remember
What we used to feel?
You could force yourself
To believe you’re over her,
But you know deep down
That she has your heart.
You are part of me
And because of this
There is no more me
Without you little Miss.
Your soft skin I remember,
My hand over your shoulder
Going down to your neck
As the bed gets really wet.
Your kisses were strange
Insecure but firmly safe,
I couldn’t wish more
From someone so young.
Where did it go?
Love is so raw,
You never know
When to stop.
I am somehow different now
You’re much bigger sweetheart,
But we keep going with the lie
Cause we’re afraid of the bad.
But baby remember your life
Is still mine best part
Come on home now,
Let’s both face our dads.
There’s always a second chance
Don’t let me ruin it one more time,
Look deep into my lonely eyes
You are the reason I’m still alive.
Smile. Smile. Smile. Smile.
Sweetheart that’s all I ask
So there’ll be enough art
To calm me down tonight.

Sincerely yours

The way her eyes look at yours
Crossing the room full of drunks,
Chasing my moves as I look
Like somebody you’re not used to.
Then the bill comes to my hand
And there’s something to find out
About your wanders in the wild
Streets of a Southern town.
It all brings me back to reality
And as your hips start dancing,
I don’t think you can hear
The way I’m about to split
My neglected soul for thee.
Do you realize how many men
Will fall into your dirty games?
Do you realize how much it means
To be loved and to share suffering?
Truth is this is not why I am here
There is not enough love for me,
You just look like you could hurt
And I’m willing to take my turn
Right after the feeling is burnt.
She orders two shots
But she’s on her own,
I walk by her side
And freezes as the night
Swears a romanesque pact
About a man going deep down
Into the legs of an evil woman.
So I sat and ate her enormous pussy
She cried and whisper that she loved me,
I couldn’t lie, her muscles were tight
And every inch of her skin I would bite.
Sweetlips as she feels my member,
Sweet eyes in a cold December,
I watched her go without spoking a word
And now I see this girl hurting my core.
I’ve never get enough of this drug
Love lives deep in my bones,
But since you’ve been gone
There’s no one who’s enough.
So I’ll sleep with her tonight
She may even fall for my eyes,
I could fuck her brains out
But I couldn’t make love in the night,
As I want your soft skin very bad
And my soul you can still call ‘mine’.
Again truly yours,
Please do not go.