It’s all about that

Her smile.
It’s all about that.
The minute she laughs
There’s no going back.
It seems strange to me
That we just believe
What we can see,
How rare is it to feel
What we remember
Instead of remember
What we used to feel?
You could force yourself
To believe you’re over her,
But you know deep down
That she has your heart.
You are part of me
And because of this
There is no more me
Without you little Miss.
Your soft skin I remember,
My hand over your shoulder
Going down to your neck
As the bed gets really wet.
Your kisses were strange
Insecure but firmly safe,
I couldn’t wish more
From someone so young.
Where did it go?
Love is so raw,
You never know
When to stop.
I am somehow different now
You’re much bigger sweetheart,
But we keep going with the lie
Cause we’re afraid of the bad.
But baby remember your life
Is still mine best part
Come on home now,
Let’s both face our dads.
There’s always a second chance
Don’t let me ruin it one more time,
Look deep into my lonely eyes
You are the reason I’m still alive.
Smile. Smile. Smile. Smile.
Sweetheart that’s all I ask
So there’ll be enough art
To calm me down tonight.

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Cage deep inside

I should call her
Tell her to come home
That we were wrong,
That nothing can work.
We shall lay here on this bed
Listening to each other pray
For music to be the meaning
Of every one in this world living
And love may be the cure
For absent childhoods.
Let’s just lay there
Watching it fade
As our voices shake.
I should miss her
But I don’t
I’m far gone
But her spine
Calls my heart.
And every word I ever say
It’s for your mind to forget
The bad you carry on your back
The bad you carry because of I.
Do not worry, I won’t be bothering
The peace you meant to be finding
I just need some glasses of art
So I can finally let you behind;
In a cage deep in my heart
Where you’ll live
Comfortably
Until the end of my time.

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