Schizophrenia

We used to talk all the time
Now you can’t face my eyes,
You told me all your secrets
Never was a good preacher.
Now listen how you talk and to whom
This is not how you designed your room,
This is not what passion meant
When you wrote it on my chest.
Hollow from the inside out
You grew a beard to hide behind,
Said you don’t want questions anymore,
Why you keep drowning your thoughts ?
Is this who you thought you were ?
Watch how it drives you insane
Whenever you hear her name.
You dealt with that memory ?
Are you sure of what you mean ?
You told me be what you want to be
Love everyone you get to meet,
Play like there were no greed
And now I don’t know where you are
I sincerely hope you are doing alright,
I Thought your pen never lied.
You come back to me now
Searching something in the dark,
But I am only your echo
And I cannot protect you,
Unless you let me inside
Just this one more time.
So write young idiot, write
About her, the wine & let’s laugh
At the odds of being caught
By Death before the Sunrise.

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