We can always reborn

I know we said we’ll be different
Know you don’t see a difference
But every time I start thinking
I know this time we did it right.
I’m not gonna run this time
From everything that made me alive
It was the best time of my life
And nothing will change that.
I could drown myself in whisky
If I knew that you miss me
I could suffocate my being in smoke
If I knew you forgot.
But now I accept it
As I was rejected,
Cause life is about time
And we run too far
Way too fast, sweetheart.
You were an escape
And I lost my way,
But I’m starting
To find myself
And accepting
Everything else.
You made me see that life
Is still worth living,
And now I can say things out loud,
Appreciate the giving.
There’s still beauty in this world
As you said precious little girl,
We can always reborn
And make something of all the dust
That have ruined this one lifetime for us.

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The wanderings around the lighthouse

‘Written in a dream, 04/17’

There is this light
that never goes off
it’s for sailors to row
and to humans enlight.
We live our lives
without knowing what to do
how to process
this hell we live in.
Nature is beautiful
and we’re part of that beauty
we feel and we meet
other people without expecting or greed.
There’s a garden in front of me
filled with long long weed
and some tulips grow here
to give color; to this dream.
Am I awake ?
Is this all fake?
Are people really that insane ?
I sit here watching her
put her shades on
as the wind blows
I can’t help but think
that this is all a dream
and that tomorrow morning
everything will disappear.
As I kiss your sweet lips
I am certain about
the contract I’ve just signed;
that states that one day
not far from this highway
I will suffer for you
and a thousand songs
will be composed
about you.
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