These arms of mine

Goodbye blue sky
I’m going far tonight,
For I have tried
And I’m far too tired.
Human relationships are hard
I never know how to react,
How could I if I live in disguise ?
Since the beginning of my time
I am not capable of knowing the how,
I can certainty decrypt the why
But never tell what’s behind the mask.
It’s not that I don’t want to speak
Is that I’ve always been so lonely,
That my words seem lost
Beneath the surging flow
Of my mysterious soul.
I am not made for people
And now I should leave you
So we could be free
And finally live.
For I’ve never done anything
That could hurt something
You cared about fondly.
But you’re good now
Kissing another man,
Breathing me out
And that’s all I care about
Since my love is always mad
And your happiness I want so bad,
Even more than what I planned.
You don’t know how much
You meant to my heart,
You melted like ice
Just never asked
What was in my mind.
So goodbye blue sky,
Goodbye love of mine
I’m leaving before I die
So you can lead a good life
Away from these arms of mine.

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A word on poetry

Poetry just is
I’ve seen it
Felt it
Suffer it…
You know a girl asked me
As the day was rising
What is it that one needs
To make poetry ?
What is a writer
Where lays the science ?
You know darling
There’s no secret to dancing
Everything has poetry within,
Everything you see
Everyone you meet
Everything you feel
You just have to live
And live, girl, live
Until there’s no need
No greed, no fear
And say everything there’s to say
And write every trouble in your head
Make it all fade into the shades;
Burn all the pages,
Poetry like life has no science
Just what we make out of it
So don’t ask me
And go after it.

milk

Cage deep inside

I should call her
Tell her to come home
That we were wrong,
That nothing can work.
We shall lay here on this bed
Listening to each other pray
For music to be the meaning
Of every one in this world living
And love may be the cure
For absent childhoods.
Let’s just lay there
Watching it fade
As our voices shake.
I should miss her
But I don’t
I’m far gone
But her spine
Calls my heart.
And every word I ever say
It’s for your mind to forget
The bad you carry on your back
The bad you carry because of I.
Do not worry, I won’t be bothering
The peace you meant to be finding
I just need some glasses of art
So I can finally let you behind;
In a cage deep in my heart
Where you’ll live
Comfortably
Until the end of my time.

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Little bugs in my disturbed mind

Can’t we just live in harmony ?
Why we just rest in peace
But not live in peace ?
Why do we all
Have to be remarkably mean
To people we secretly fear ?
We’re trapped inside
A machine
They inducted in our little minds
Selling it as a dream
When it is just suffering;
A world of whores & lies,
We absorb ourselves into recreational coma
Letting life pass besides our sofa.
Fuck their false dreams, their big houses
I just want a beer & the love of you darling.

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