I keep giving too much of myself
To a person I’ve just met;
And confidence was my only blame
When everyone just turned me insane.
Her presence, the feel of her eyes
Touching mines, exploring as they hide
Makes me feel safe, and understood;
But how can I change, if I’m always so tense.
How can I imagine a world
Where innocence reings
When everything I’ve ever experienced
Was pain, dust and misery.
I love to look into those eyes,
And feel your soul, getting to mine,
But is this too much ?
Or am I just some jerk
That lies to himself
More than he trust the outset ?
My mind runs crazy
Everytime I’m with you,
My lungs feel absorbed
By the beating of your heart
As you lie there, head down
Into the surface of my chest.
Do you really want to know what’s behind
These cold, strange, uncertain eyes ?
Don’t you fear the demons you could find ?
Are you prepared for the battle I’ve fought my whole life ?
‘Cause Heaven is just a dream,
But Hell lives inside of me
And every night you are not by my side
The demons keep slowly growing high
Climbing the montain of my lies
Sleeping with the princess
I once had.