Hungry for stars 

​I’ve always been 

My worst enemy 

I’ve killed the things 

That made me happy,

I have closed doors 

I ever wanted to cross, 

I’ve killed relationships 

I worked so hard to build, 

I’m a fucking devil 

Edging for dark skies

As you leave my side. 

I feel like I’ve known your mind 

And I deserve to be left 

Here with my cigarette,

Burning my lungs 

Not getting what I want. 

‘Cause I’ve never felt 

Like I deserved this life 

These dreams, these nights 

Getting love instead of giving 

Giving hugs instead of leaving, 

I’ve never learned to keep this. 

So I’ll tell you I love you 

As I let you down, 

And you’ll probably love me 

But we’re going down baby

’cause I’ve suffered enough 

And I can’t seem to understand 

The melodies that say it’d be all right 

As I look into your dark lighting eyes 

Where my soul keeps planning its crash. 

You’re so beautiful, 

My brain hurts 

Every time you laugh 

And I think you can’t be mine. 

But you’re in my arms tonight 

As I fade into the eclipsing light 

Myself is drunk up in the sky, 

And you seem hungry for stars.

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Snorting the illegal powder 

​It’s like her perfum 

Will always follow me 

No matter what country 

No matter what universe 

I’ll always be surrounded. 

I spent 3 years 

Trying to forget 

And one single breeze 

Takes it all back again. 

I’m fighting to forgive you 

And still, all these verses 

Are made of little pieces 

Of what I meant to you. 

They’re like messages 

From the bottle in my soul

That keeps playing melodies 

About our wishes and roads 

Where we walked united 

By the home we created 

With our cold-blooded hands. 

And today I see 

What you did to me 

And then reality hits 

And it’s you that I see. 

I wonder why

Is it that I can’t 

Forget you, 

Why am I always falling 

To the same memories;

The same songs 

My last vows 

My verses, all yours. 

The stars are shining 

And it’s too late 

To feel or recognize 

The pain we felt.